This week has been a blur. Viewing Greg's funeral pics, mourning him at night with hubby and then trying to be back in the real world all day for the kids, nightmares, regrets, memories, you name it, we have had it. Oh... add to that one sickness which has swept everyone in the family and has made its way to me now.
Tomorrow is Jenaya's 7th b-day and honestly? Nobody feels like doing anything for it but she will be disappointed if we do not. Mine is the day after and again, who cares this year. Not me although Derk and I had a Keg card and used that last week to go for a pre-birthday meal in Winnipeg. There was van repairs and other errands to be done as well, but we took time for our second annual pic taking on my b-day in Crescent Park. Something we started last summer when I was devastated over the betrayal of a friend. Long story there, but the pics helped and we decided it was something to continue.
A week from Sunday Kyla-Dawn turns 18 and then two more Sundays and then Joshua will be 16 so we have some very important milestone birthdays and no desire to celebrate them!
Today I am sick with this dumb bug, feverish, irritable (make that very irritable!!) and my feet are frozen for some reason. Dumb circulation issues I have. All the kids are sick, KD may be on the mend but is at work. In fact, I made her take the van over to get the new tie rod ends in and the tires balanced while she is at work cuz I felt so lousy and Derk said I had to do it. So she drove herself halfway to work anyhoo...
Michael has gone to Bigway for some chunky soup for me cuz that is what I am cravin.... hmmmm maybe its pregnant I am lol.
Derk should be calling on his lunch break soon. Feels like this day is in slow motion cuz all I am doing is lying around reading and talking about Greg to Josh who is normally my busy one but today is sick and laying around too! I hate it when BOTH of us get sick together!
This next few days, weeks, bring back memories of having my kids. Lots of memories lol.
Maybe one day i will get their birth stories on here.
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