Well here it is only 9am and already I've gotten up, changed a very wet diaper, stripped my princess's bed and made mine, talked with my daughter before work, played with DeeDee and put in the first load of laundry. I've washed a load of dishes, put the load away from last night and tidied the kitchen, gotten all the kids up and folded a load of laundry from last night in the dryer. Now I'm on here updating my facebook and blog. Normally IF I were downstairs at this point, I'd be braindead but today I see to have some get up and go in me and so I'm getting up and going lol.
So much to do today. Ladies' meeting tonight at the church to prepare for, packing to begin, laundry to do if there's any left.... laundry room was pretty empty! YES!
So... here goes.... maybe I'll even get some cleaning done at the church today. I want to tackle the Office and it's shelves and closets next in my deep cleaning of the church. Last week, we did regular cleaning plus two storage cupboards and the pulpit area. Still so much I want to get done this month there yet and that means one week lol.
One thing though is the irritibility I've felt this past week. It's been over the top rage really inside and I'm positive I've let it out on my poor family. My husband who is quitting real coke also is grouchy and touchy. We knew that would happen but there was no way to just one of us quit at a time... so our poor family lol. They've been pretty understanding and have done more than usual around the house and Derk took all the kids out on Saturday giving me hours of time alone in the house. It was almost scary being here alone and not hearing ANYONE around making even the slightest noise! However, it was much needed and very very nice!
Today I feel almost cheerful again and am hoping it's because I've broken through this thing. Here's hoping the rest of that headache disappears and I can be the old me... the one with energy and purpose.... I hate feeling like an old lady, a crippled up person who can't do anything anymore or have any fun. I MAY be 45 but I certainly don't feel it mentally... physically perhaps about 85 but not mentally. I still feel in my early 20"s I think perhaps because Derikkah is as old as my first baby was at 25 and all these kids have kept me from getting too old before my time ha ha.... is that a good thing? Sure hope so!
btw... if you notice m words missing that m..... my keyboard has decided it wants to stick.
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